I am so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so le tired.

I could not sleep last night.

I don’t know if it was because I worked out & did cardio too late.

Ate dinner/chicken noodle soup at 9:30pm.

For some reason I felt like my alarm wasn’t going to go off in le morning.

Like I wasn’t going to wake in time for work, not like it really matters muaha jk yob.

I felt like some thing was wrong.

Or that some thing was in the back of my mind.

Maybe I’m stressed?

Maybe there is something wrong?

I tossed & turned all night.

So many thoughts ran through my mind.

Today I am hanging half out of my work chair.

and my desk is supporting the other half.

Trying to stay awake.

My words are not making any sense.

I said today I wasn’t going to give into le coffee.

But my dependency is growing more & more with each minute of this morning slowly crawling by.

I can’t believe I seriously gave up le bulls but I’m sure my insides are saying thank you.

Is it Thursday or even Friday?

I’m ready to go out and distress.

Ready to take a deep breath.

Dance every place I go, even more so than I already do.

Ready to feel better fo le tiredness is making me a complainer.

I wonder if I closed my eyes if anyone would walk by my desk and notice that I was taking a cat nap.

Just 30 minutes maybe?

Or I could just use the excuse that I am taking my cig break even though I don’t smoke cigs.

Seriously, 15 mins wouldn’t be bad.

It takes a smoker 3 mins to smoke a cig.

Then 12 more mins for an excuse of a break.

How is this fare?

So if anyone sees me.

Sleeping in my chair today.

Maybe I should leave a note so you know.

“I just have my eyes closed, I am not sleeping & I am on an invisible smoke break.”


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