Looking into the water staring at the reflection in front of me


Do you see what I see


I see a girl who has been presented challenges throughout life and is now complete


She has had many highs and lows


Been through this world always with a sense of hope


Before looking up at the stars late at night


Wishing that the negatives would disappear and be out of sight


Now she lays in the sand and stares at them in peace


Knowing her life is only going to peak



over due

i have been out commission

from le blogging game for a few weeks now.

my postings are incredibly long over due.

so many things have prevented me

from spilling my business in le internet ocean.

it’s crazy how your life can  change so quickly.

it just takes seconds.

little moments.

little breaths.

little le sighs.

like a heart beating.

so quickly & repetitively.

life has changed for the best.

& is looking up to the better.

i am so incredibly happy.

so much more confident.

so much more my self.

so much more positive (is that even possible?)

i am finally at peace with ones self.

which is the most important thing to be and have in your life.

(i even got a new tattoo that symbolizes thus)

if you cannot love your self.

nor cannot be your self.

you can’t live life to the fullest.

or love others.

i have found that spark that i deserve.

that fire that burns.

the beat to my heart.

the air to my breaths.

the fish to my sea.

the one who makes me truly happy.

for i can be me.

every days is amazing.

i look forward each and every day to come.

for my life has now changed.

i am totally complete.

love is the best gift.

that can ever be given.

i am finally happy.

& free.

this would be so grand

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